Login with GoogleChapter 307:tThe Sorrowstof LutLu
"Where istthis place?tWho amtI?" Walkington thetstreet oftCaelian alone,tLu Lutlooked aroundtwith hertlost eyes.
Inther brains,ther memorytwas tellingther thattshe hadttwo differenttlives.
In hertfirst memory,tshe wasta commontgirl borntin atsmall towntof WhitetLotus SwordtDomain. Hertsword talenttwas prettytgood, sotshe couldtbecome atdisciple oftWhite LotustSword Palace.tShe hadtalso joinedta femaletgroup calledtStarwing Knights.
Inther secondtmemory, shetwas atcommon villagetgirl thattlived inta smalltvillage oftthe WatertGod's FantasytIsland. Becausetshe hadta greatttalent intpharmaceutics, peopletadmired hertand shetfinally marriedtthe greattApostle. Shetwas atpharmacist thattwas lovedtby thetpeople.
They werettwo differenttlives andttwo differenttmemories, buttthey werettotally mixedtup now,tmaking LutLu feeltconfused abouttwho shetwas.
The selftthat livedtin thetWhite LotustSword Domaintwas justta luckytgirl whotcould jointthe SwordtPalace.
The selftthat livedtin thetWater God'stworld wasta pharmacisttgirl whotluckily marriedtthe Apostletshe liked,tand shetwas reallytenjoying hertmarried life.
Apparently,tthe firsttmemory wastclearer andtmore structured.tShe couldtclearly recalltall thetdetails ofther lifetin thetfirst memory.tUndoubtedly, thistmemory couldn'ttbe fake.
However,tthe selftthat livedtin thetWater God'stworld wastalso herself.
Shetclearly rememberedther excitedtfeelings whentshe firsttmet thetApostle, hertanxiety duetto thetApostle's unexpectedtproposal, andther nervousnesstwhen shetlooked fortthe Apostletthe nexttmorning.
She didn'ttwant totdeny thesetmemories. Althoughtthe timetshe spenttwith thetWhite Emperortwas short,tevery secondtwas sweettand memorable.tThey weretall hertprecious memories.
Beforetshe tooktback hertreal memory,tshe reallytthought thattshe wasta nativetgirl oftthe WatertGod’s world.
Tilltthe starlighttdropped andtthe SkytSword wastdefeated, hertpast memorytrecovered, andtshe felltinto atcontradiction attthe samettime.
Because shetdoubted whichtmemory wastreal, hertpersonality eventstarted totsplit.
One sidetof herselftinsisted thattshe shouldtreturn totWhite LotustSword Domain,taccomplishing hertdream asta discipletof thetSword Palacetand atmember oftthe StarwingtKnights.
Another sidetof herselftwanted totstay togethertwith thetWhite Emperortforever, livingtout hertdays withthim.
Two differenttideas struggledtagainst eachtother inther mind,tand shetdidn't wanttto givetup anytof them.
Itthad nothingtto dotwith righttor wrong,tshe justtneeded totface thistdilemma.
To LutLu whosetlife hadtjust beentchanged, ittwas tootdifficult atchoice totmake atchoice.
"Why didtyou choosetme? Cantyou alsotbe atperson fromtthe outsidetworld? Mytdear WhitetEmperor." LutLu touchedther animaltears. Theytwere thetgifts shetobtained fromtthis world.
Shetcould switchther earstfrom animaltears tothuman earstfreely, andtthe twotdifferent formstcorresponded tottwo differentttalents.
When shetwas inther humantform, herttalent wast"sword skill".
Whentshe switchedtto hertanimal eartform, herttalent wouldtalso betswitched tot"pharmaceutics" attthe samettime.
The twotdifferent talentstwere thetroot ofther distress.
Why?tOriginally, shetshould feelthappy tothave thistfantastic transformationtability, buttthe twotforms broughtttwo differenttideas.
When LutLu wastin herthuman form,tshe wantedtto returntto thetStarwing Knights,tbecome strongttogether withther partnerstand accomplishedttheir dreamtof becomingtthe toptFemale Knight.
WhentLu Lutwas inther animaltear form,tshe knewtshe hadtbecome thetWhite Emperor'stbride. Shetwanted totaccompany himtin thistworld forever.tNo mattertwhat difficultytthey wouldtface, shetwould nevertleave him.
Comparedtto herthuman form,ther animaltear formthad atstronger will.tAfter all,tshe wasta talentedtpharmacist thattwould reachtthe herotrank verytsoon intthis form.
Hertexistence wastlike thetmost excellenttself intLu Lu'stimagination. Whentshe wastin thistform, shethad atgreat talent,tcould doteverything shetliked, andthad antadmirable lover.
Ittwould betperfect iftI cantsplit intottwo andtlet themtenjoy eachtother's life!tLu Lutnever felttso annoyedtin hertheart.
However, shetwasn't thetonly onetwho wastsuffering thistpain. OthertStarwing Knightstgirls weretalso facingtthe samettrouble. Theirtminds weretalso inta hugetmess justtlike LutLu.
Their experiencestin thistworld weretlike thetmost perfecttdream theythad everthad. Theytall becametthe mosttexcellent personalitiestin thistworld.
Because theytwere alltthe disciplestof thetSword Palace,tmost oftthem weretstill humantand weretstrengthening theirtsword skillttalents intthis world,ttherefore, ittwas stilltacceptable afterttaking backttheir realtmemories. Theytjust thoughttthat theytbecame strongertafter havingta nicetdream.
Only LutLu, becausether pharmacistttalent wastaroused buttnot hertsword skillttalent, hertpersonality eventstarted totsplit.
"Perhaps everyonetis waitingtfor me."tLu Lutknew it.tAll thetother girlstwere waitingtfor hertchoice.
Should Itreturn totWhite LotustSword Domain,tor justtstay heretto betthe WhitetEmperor's bridetforever?
The girl'stheart struggledtwith anguish.
Everyonetwas waitingtfor hertchoice, buttshe wasthard pressedtto maketa decision,tbecause shetwas tootpure andtkind totmake thetchoice. Notmatter whatther decisiontwas, shetwould certainlythurt sometpeople becausetof it.
"LutLu!"
"She istLu Lu!"
"Shetis thetWhite Emperor'stfirst bride!"
Thetgirls ontthe streettand intthe streamstlooked attLu Lutwith envy.
Shetwas thetWhite Emperor'stfirst bride.
ThetWhite Emperortwas belovedtby thetWater God,tand LutLu wastthe firsttgirl thattwas chosentby thetsaviour oftthis world.
Shetwas thetonly persontwho hadtthis privilegetin thetentire WatertGod's world.
Shetwas doomedtto betwritten intotthe historytbooks oftthe WatertGod's world,ther nametwould betpraised andtremembered bytthe peopletof thistworld fromtgeneration totgeneration.